Contrary to the title, life is going pretty swimmingly.
From my last post, things are happening. My room was consistently clean until I purchased a new armoire on Craigslist. I think I'll be able to keep this up once I get that figured out though.
To-do list every night... emmm, well, I haven't really been focusing on to-dos. Hmmm.
I now wear my retainer every night. That was a hard habit to start.
I try to go to bed at decent hours (11:00PM).
I'm pursuing God. I want to be hungry for God; strangely enough I think my desire to be hungry for God may just be a hunger for God.
I've made efforts to see friends. It is definitely hard work, but so worth it. I feel about as interesting as a retired person though. I want to become a person who creates adventures for everyone around them. Sooo my new approach to friendship is going to be more like "friend-dating." You know, the ideal boyfriend or girlfriend makes fun dates and is super supportive and yeaaah never forgets a birthday. Why can't all friendships be better like this? I would actually want to be friends with myself.
I've settled into a comfortable uncomfortable lazy indecisiveness. Which is brought on by my parents who just crash when they get home. And a horrible work schedule. You can't do anything before or after and I work almost every day. So I do nothing but browse my email a bit at night and run in the morning and occasionally spend time with friends.
But possibly, just possibly, this slow-down is what I need to get my life on-track. It's what I need to become me. Maybe it's not laziness. Maybe it's me taking time for my health. I think I can make this work. I think it's working. Forward motion.
From my last post, things are happening. My room was consistently clean until I purchased a new armoire on Craigslist. I think I'll be able to keep this up once I get that figured out though.
To-do list every night... emmm, well, I haven't really been focusing on to-dos. Hmmm.
I now wear my retainer every night. That was a hard habit to start.
I try to go to bed at decent hours (11:00PM).
I'm pursuing God. I want to be hungry for God; strangely enough I think my desire to be hungry for God may just be a hunger for God.
I've made efforts to see friends. It is definitely hard work, but so worth it. I feel about as interesting as a retired person though. I want to become a person who creates adventures for everyone around them. Sooo my new approach to friendship is going to be more like "friend-dating." You know, the ideal boyfriend or girlfriend makes fun dates and is super supportive and yeaaah never forgets a birthday. Why can't all friendships be better like this? I would actually want to be friends with myself.
I've settled into a comfortable uncomfortable lazy indecisiveness. Which is brought on by my parents who just crash when they get home. And a horrible work schedule. You can't do anything before or after and I work almost every day. So I do nothing but browse my email a bit at night and run in the morning and occasionally spend time with friends.
But possibly, just possibly, this slow-down is what I need to get my life on-track. It's what I need to become me. Maybe it's not laziness. Maybe it's me taking time for my health. I think I can make this work. I think it's working. Forward motion.
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